Lame Connection

Social networking drives me crazy. I first had a myspace, then a facebook. I deleted my myspace, and stopped going on facebook. Then I got cancer, moved away from my friends, and felt like my only connection to other humans was through a computer. Lame. I write in a journal. Actually, I'm not that organized. I write on whatever piece of paper happens to be lying around when I feel like writing. I've started writing more lately. Since I've been all alone. But when I put down the pen, and realize that I just spilled my guts to a piece of paper, I feel more alone. I thought that if maybe I wrote on, yet another, website that maybe it wouldn't feel so lonely? It wouldn't feel like I was writing something only for people to read once I was dead.



So I first signed back up for myspace. But I hate having to collect friends. I don't want to be constantly reminded of how many people may or may not be interested in my life. So I went on here. Not exactly sure how it works, but I'm hoping it's kinda like that piece of paper, but with spell check.