New Chemo Day 1

It feels good to have the poison back in me. Weird statement, I know. But I wasn't safe, I could feel it. In the past 7 weeks that I have been off chemotherapy, in order to do radiation to the brain, I could feel it on the move in the rest of my body. Have I really become that aware of my body? Or have I just become paranoid? I'll find out next week, when I get the results of my scan last week, but I could feel it. And now, I feel safer.